It's been a couple of days, and I suppose I'm still a little in shock over the whole thing. I can't believe we're having a baby! It's so crazy. I'm going to be someone's mommy. Weird.
I haven't had any big symptoms so far - it's been a lot of little stuff. I'm a little tired, a little crampy, a little sore, and I've had some crying fits (mood swings are my thing apparently) but overall it's been fine. In fact if I hadn't seen that very quick, very dark line on Wednesday morning I would think I was on my period!
I guess I'm feeling a lot of different things right now: one minute I am so excited I can barely stand it; the next minute I'm scared out of my mind ("What did we do?? WHAT were we THINKING?!?"); the next I'm totally in denial. And then I'm crying. It's so insane in my head right now. I can't really concentrate on anything else. School seems so boring (partly because of the courses I'm taking), and nothing else is exciting enough to distract me. I had two job interviews on Wednesday after I found out, and halfway through one of the interviews I remembered that I was pregnant and almost burst into tears again. Crazy.
DH is doing well, but he's taking a bit longer to say he's "excited." He's in "HOLY CRAP" mode most of the time right now. But I sort of knew that would be the case; he's a realist. He'll be in "HOLY CRAP" mode more or less for the next 20 years. :) But I think he'll slowly mix it with excitement.
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